The REAL Me
Name: Shane Bulusan
School: 3rd yr hs student-San Sebastian College
Description: In one word im UNPREDICTABLE!
Birthday: 23 September 1992
My Addictions
*chocofrappucino and oreo cheesecake from starucks*
*my nokia n70 cellphone and my ipod nano*
*clothes.shoes.bags.kikay stuffs*
*frienster.myspace.my blog.my mail.*
*quail egg. siomai. calamares. fishball. spaghetti. steak outside our campus*
*my hoolahoop*
*my jun matsumoto known as matsujun*
*kean cipriano and joo ji hoon*
*mcfloat from mcdo.chicken bbq from kfc.steak from recto stop.frosty from wendy's.pizzamelt from jollibee*
GOSSIP
*hate me or love me! im gonna be real!*
*the name u can trust the face u can crush*
*Love means never having to say you're sorry.*
ESCAPE
x[Friendster]x
x[Friendster Blog]x
x[Clare's Blog]x
x[BitchFriends Friendster Account]x
x[Shane's Multiply]x
x[kynz]x
x[brushes]x
x[devaintart]x
x[blogger]x
x[blogskins]x
YELL
Love more until it hurts no more. Saranghae.
EVERYTHING'S IN ME
.da CERTIFIED lakwachera.gimikera.
.i love parties.
.im a god fearing person.
.i make pe0ple laugh.its bc0z of my stupidity.
.i love evrything in PINK.
.i hate bitch.plastic.pretender.
.im a crying baby, i want the attention from all of you.
.mharot.mal0ko.maligigalig.magalawgaw.
.bungangera, i can't help it na tlga. c:
.i love those people who sorrounds me: FAMILY.FRIENDS.COLLEAGUES
.my no.1 infatuation is Martin Angelo Sultan.
.im a person who will do evrything to get that guy.
.my no.2 infatuation is Aries Jarvie Cruz.
.i love korean movies.
.im learning korean language and japanese language.
.princess hours fanatic.
.i hate studying.
.i hate books and notebooks.
.i want to be a successful model someday.
.i love entertaining myself.
.and thats me..the real2 amaine.
CREDITS
designer:
`maple*noob
image:
nikosalpha
brushes:
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PAST
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
Thursday, November 30, 2006
basahin mo toh....manhid ka!
sbe qoh sa mhal qoh mhal qoh siya..pero anong gnwa nia kngalitan nia lng aqoh.,ang sabe qoh lng naman mhal qoh siya..pero never qong cnbeng mhalin nia dn aqoh......I know i need to sacrifice my feelings, for not being loved back, and i'm the one who is responsible for my emotions,that i am feeling ryt now....pero please dont blame me for loving you,it is not my fault, its just what we call FATE.... This is love, a fucking shit feelings, that everyones encountering now..... It is unexplainable, mysterious we may call it...But one thing i assure is most of us will learn to sacrifice,for being blind of dat person we loved... It is plain,stupidity,constantly loving someone despite of the sufferings you have gone through...khit mgmkha kang tnga,eto pa rin tau...nagsasacrifice...ceaselessly being blind of that person who never loved you in return... 'ang saya dba...that's love,..it is confusing, but interesting'...
just truly learnt.
@ 1:30 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
hi everyone! i really missed blogging but i'm too busy right now.. i'm sorry for late updates...
just truly learnt.
@ 6:09 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
cant you see na sobrang ngbgo ko ng dhil se0...pniplit k0ng mging msya.,khit na alam kong niloloko k0h lng nman ung srili q0h...everytym na itxt m0h k0h ng mustah., reply ko spat lng.tma lng.okey lng.aus lang ..oh dbA?...0o kea q0ng mwla ka na wla ka jan sa tabi k0h....per0 khit na gnun..iba pa dn ung dte...sbgay life must g0 on..an0ng silbi ng mga kaibigan?...lakwacha dto lakwacha don gimik dto gmik don?..xempre ak0h nman o0 lng ng 0o dhil wla nmang mggalit skn..and they dont care kng an0h man gust0 kong gwn..buhay k0h toh...wla clang krapatang pgilan ak0h..unless mgulang k0h ke0..haha!...im really t0o y0ung pero et0 tlga gusto ko na psukin kgad and real w0rld.. i want to experience everything..and you dont care..mgging msya ko...khit na mish na kta,..haha..gul0..bsta kea k0h toh... hapi naman ak0h..pero bsta...hrap iexplain..im just a teenager.,per0 lhat mggwa koh!!
just truly learnt.
@ 1:32 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
...weakEst point......
it hurts,....pag nlaman moh na maraming nggalit sau.........mas lalo na pag alam mong mgkaibigan kau sa harap mo,pero pag talikod mo...anong mkkta mo?.....nssalita xa ng kng anu-ano against sau.... sket dba?..pra bang pnpatay ka nia unti-unti ng di mo nllaman.....ang mga rumors,gossip na pnagkkalat nia tungkol sau,na wla kang kamalay-malay na mggwa nia un....ang sket tlga....di ko toh snsbe dhil ngyri skn toh...cnsbe ko lng ang totoo ayon sa mga experienced ng mga nkausap ko!!!....
i hope di sken mngyri toh....pero kng mngyri man....don't care sa inyo....mas mhal ko ang sarili ko....
olweiz remember dat frends are treasure!!.......wag nteng hayaan na dhil lng sa isang mistake,.. mssra ang frendship nio.....kaibgan ang isa sa importante sa lhat!!!
just truly learnt.
@ 1:31 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
SEVENTEEN:
U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE
ALOT
SIXTEEN:
WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH
THEM
LATE AT NIGHT AND
THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS
THEM EVEN
WHEN IT WAS
JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.
FIFTEEN:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER
AND
OVER AGAIN.
FOURTEEN:
YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN
YOU'RE
WITH THEM
THIRTEEN:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER
YOU'RE/THEY'RE
AROUND.
ELEVEN:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM,
YOUR HEART
BEATS FASTER
AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME
TEN:
YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR
VOICE.
NINE:
WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T
SEE
THE OTHER
PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS
HIM//HER.
EIGHT:
YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW
SONGS,
WHILE THINKING
OF THEM
SEVEN:
THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.
SIX:
YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR
SCENT.
FIVE:
YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS
SMILING
TO
YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT
THEM.
FOUR:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR
THEM, OR
ANYTHING TO SEE
THEM.
THREE:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS
ONE
PERSON ON YOUR
MIND THE WHOLE TIME...
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you
didnt notice number twelve.
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now
silentely
laughing at yourself.
just truly learnt.
@ 4:28 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
1. I wait for you in the hallway
2. I say hi to you everytime I see you
3. I smile whenever I see you
4. I walk slow when im with you
5. I play with your hands and try to hold them
6. I tease you about stupid things
7. I ask you to go places with me
8. my friends ask you if you like me
9. my friends point at you when im with you
10. i always just happen to be staring
just truly learnt.
@ 4:22 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
still waiting f0r y0u..and i d0nt kn0w what t0 do...im still waiting f0r y0ur text or ph0ne call..but y0u didnt d0..tired 0f l0ving y0u.,tired of missing y0u.. and tired of evrything..i want t0 see y0u everyday..but i can't... were really to0 far fr0m each other.. every hour,every minute,every second that runs., i can't put y0u out of my mind..i never th0ught that i will l0ve y0u like this..but i did.. each day that c0mes, i really want t0 cry.,but i d0nt want any0ne to see my tears falling in my eyes.. :c y0ur the only 0ne i want,..but i cant reach 0ut.. i'm thinking back when we first met..and i still remember what y0u have said..the first date,the first fight,.. the trials,the challenges ..every moments that i'd shared with y0u., will be cherish from then on..i d0nt want t0 let y0u g0..but i have t0..now that y0ur g0ne, i have t0 face the truth that your n0t mine n0w..my life must g0 on.. coz i have t0..its for my 0wn sake...i need to find my way back home..coz im l0st and al0ne...i need to be str0ng...coz im weak to fight for...i need t0 st0p l0ving y0u...but i can't d0... laughters makes me happy, but still there's a heart saying that "pnipilit k0ng tumawa,per0 nssktan tlga k0h.." :c y0ur my happiness and eternal life..and i cant deny it...i will cherish you for the rest of my life!!c0z thats the only way to f0rget y0u...but my heart is still waiting f0r y0u... :c
'sriling gwa yan n0h..kea mli2 ung grammar..xenxa..t0h kxe tlga ung nrrmdman ko!'
_[amaine]_
just truly learnt.
@ 3:13 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Minsan anG buhaY di m0h mainTndhan,.....My pLit na umaaLis at mY kusaNg dmDtinG,...!!!kGya sa paG-iBig,..hndi Lhat pErmanente..,My TyM tLga na kELangan nianG uMaLis,..aT di m0h xa kYang pGiLan....But aS we aLL knoW Lhat nMan tEo nkKamOvE-oN...nkakaRecOver...PerO LaM nIo ba na HanGga't nsSktan taU dHL sa KniLa,maS LaLo taUng ngGing sTrOng...I agRee to daT...,CoZ i aLreadY FeLt dat sTupid fUcking Love!!!...MinsaN nga bGLa na lNg ppSok sa iCp kOh,na kHt mDaLas aqng mskTan sa Love na yAn..,TLgang inaamin kOh ang loVe ang pNaKamsYang eXperience i Ever enCountered.... kya sa mGa nGSsbi na pEstE,LeChe,lanG kweNta anG Pag-ibig..,tRy to Love sOmEonE,cGuRADo bBwiiN niO ANg MgA Snsbi ni0 2ngkoL sa pAG-ibig..
tRy To Be sTrOng..Wag MaGpapaapEkto sa mGa cnSbE nLa....kYa niO Yan!!!! gO kaYa niO yAn!!!!!
just truly learnt.
@ 2:59 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
deR was a bOy hUs 1st luv wasa girl in a pic which
he saw and piCked fRom da sTreEt....
aS tYm weNt by,...hE GoT maRRied 2 anOder wOman
bUt stiLL kept da piC....
1daY, da wiFe saw iT aNd askEd "weR did U gEt diz?"
d maN seD "i kept daT sinCe i waS a chiLd...y?"
d giRL rePLiEd:
"iTz my losT cHiLdhood piC"
just truly learnt.
@ 4:29 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies. The
boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them
that night. The boy then pulled over
because he wanted to talk. He told her
that his
feelings had changed & that it was time
to move
on.
A silent tear slid down her cheek as
she
slowly reached into her pocket & passed
him a
folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was
speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the passangers seat, killing
the girl.
Miraculously, the boy survived.
Remembering the
note, he
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."
just truly learnt.
@ 4:09 PM
..hai..im t0o happy..coz my 2 frends....don ngsleep0ver samen... i'll tell y0u our st0ry na lng kng bkt nkpagsleep0ver cla..it all started here...khapon (dec.15,2006) ntp0s namen ung exam ng maaga..mga 10am..den un sbe pnta daw greenhills.. 3 lng kme kxe c j0c0 ayaw nia mlau daw while maily at j0 punta kna lb..and cna tracy at jen my exam pa... kea kmeng 3 na lng..we rode a bus d0n sa rect0..at un..nkktwa nga eh..thaha!!p0s tnxt nmen c miek0y ata un ung tga lsgh na kaibgan ng mga kbrkda k0h..i d0nt kn0w him..kea mej0 curi0us..and skt0 nsa pr0menade dn c miek0y..but he have t0 g0 na..kxe my lkad ata cla ng khada nia...c jem naman daw na tga lsgh dn nsa r0ckwell namn..lau eh...,kea mlab0..den nung mlpit na kmeng bumaba ngyaya cla punta daw sa hauz nmen sa cal0ocan..den i replied na okei lng..punta muna te0 sa pr0menade...and un i txted my mom..pumayag naman xa...
nsa greenhills na kme..pumas0k kme sa boutique na sanri0 chuva..my golly its s0 mhal..ung mga price jusme..worth thousand..but i like the bag..ang gnda..asteeg ung c0lor combi pink and olive green..hehe...den un libot2...nung ppunta na kmeng pr0menade shit ung car na jaguar nabangga..ganda pa namn nung girl..sayang..i pity her..hehe... tp0s un lkad ulet..den un dmeng tga lsgh..mga xoxalen..dung mga f0ne nla..n70,n90,n91,n93,n80.. my g00dness mxad0ng latest ah.. per0 dme tlgang wafu..un nga lng liit lng tlga pr0menade den un ngkaya2an na starbucks..g0 naman kmeng lhat..ung ip0n ko nga nbwasan eh.. T_T ung pics na naman,,,hehe..mya2 umalis na dn kme... tp0s skay kmeng fx ppuntang sm fairview..ang tgal nga mpun0 eh..almost 0ne hour kmeng and0n..tp0s nung umalis na blis lng ng biyahe..30minz..
tp0s d lang kme pnpsok sa sm fairview...aun..dumerecho na kme ng hauz... aun na inet..kain..nu0d tv..tp0s nung hap0n lumabas kme hinanap pa nga nila ung ex q0ng c je..kla nila makkita nla un??..asa pa cla..haha..nsa bkla nia un..see.,haha..shame on y0u je!..tp0s nung mga mg66 na...ngpaalam na c carla sa bhay nila of she can sleep in our hauz...per0 d xa pnyagan...tp0s c nikai namn tul0g m0m nia..kea ngdecide na lng they will g0 h0me na lng...after 20minz tumawag uyet c nicai..at un pmayag m0m nia..per0 ky carla d pa dn...tp0s tnwagan nmen ulet..den ak0 kumausap sa daddy nia at un pmyag na..hapi2 na..hehe!!...knbukasan ng badmint0n kme sa lbas ng bhay..tp0s nu0d ng maynila..grabe kakilig ung st0ry..hai..i like that guy..andrew schimmer..tp0s mga 1 umuwi na dn kmeng mla.. :(
were here na...
nsa greenhills na't lhat ang hr0t pa dn..
sarap tlga ng ch0cofrapp..
yuck ang bab0y ko..
uy ang hinhin k0h na!
ang bab0y ko..
g0 carla..
c nicai nman..
ppuntang calo0can..
epal ung starbucks..
nklimutan ko t0h..
sa fx..
sa labas ng haus nmen..
just truly learnt.
@ 3:12 AM
Thursday, November 9, 2006
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heartout there again, because she has been HURTtoo many times or so badly.To every girl whowants to be called beautiful, not hot.To every girl that will spend her whole daylooking for the perfect present for you.To every girl who gets her heartbroken, because he/her chose that bitch insteadTo every girl that would dieto have a decent boyfriend/girlfriend.To every girl who would just once liketo be treated like a princess.To every girl that cries at nightbecause of another heartbreak.To every girl thatjust wants to hold hands.To every girl thatkisses him/her with meaning.To every girl whojust wishes he/she cared more.To every girl who would just once want a guy to givetheir jacket up when they are cold.To every girl whojust wants him/her to call.To every girl who liesawake at night thinking about him/her.To every girl thatjust wants to cuddle.To every girl thatjust wants to sleep with him/her without having sex.To every girl who shows how muchshe cares and gets nothing back.To every girl that thought'maybe this one could be the one'.To every girl that laughs at stupid stuffwhen she actually doesn't think it is funny.To every girl who is just looking for that oneand only and is having a rough time along the way.To every girl that doesn't want a guy/girl whojust plays with her emotions but actually caresabout how she feels.To every girl who wantswords backed up with actions.To every girl that fell for all the liesonly to find themselves alone in the end.To every girl that gave her heart awayto have it shoved back in her face.To every girl that has faith that 'tomorrow will be abetter day.'And it will be.
just truly learnt.
@ 8:22 PM
Tuesday, November 7, 2006
Never say goodbye
Never been in love
Cause a girl like me never had someone to care for
Never thought there could be
Someone special for me
But now I'm all in love
Cause a girl like me waited patiently for someone
Someone to care for me
And there will never be
No more lonely
No more just me
I been there before
Ain't goin no more
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more crying
No denying
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Now it's time for me
To find out what a first time love could mean
Little scared but it's cool
Cause it's worth it
Now I finally fell in love
And I know that it's got to be for real (so real)
It's the way that I feel
So come share my world with me
So there will never be
No more lonely
No more just me
I been there before
Ain't goin no more
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more crying
No denying
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Now I'm standing here
Arms open wide
Ready to give my heart
I'm sure this time
It's gonna last for life
Baby I know things change
And there might be some rain
But the clouds are gonna fade
And the sun is gonna shine again
Shine light on our love baby
So lets make it last forever
No more lonely
No more just me
I been there before
Ain't goin no more
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more crying
No denying
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
just truly learnt.
@ 7:55 AM
Saturday, November 4, 2006
Leonardo Da Vinci: Quotes about Life Iron rusts from disuse, stagnant water loses its purity, and in cold weather becomes frozen, even so does inaction sap the vigor of the mind. Somerset Maugham: Quotes about Life
It is a funny thing about life; if you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it.
Nelson Rockefeller: Quotes about Life
It is essential that we enable young people to see themselves as participants in one of the most exciting eras in history, and to have a sense of purpose in relation to it.
Sir William Osler: Quotes about Life
It is much simpler to buy books than to read them and easier to read them than to absorb their contents. Too many men slip early out of the habit of studious reading, and yet that is essential...
Marcus Aurelius Antoninus: Quotes about Life
It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live.
Ralph Waldo Emerson: Quotes about Life
It is not length of life, but depth of life.
Charles Darwin: Quotes about Life
It is not the strongest of the species that survive, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change.
Horace: Quotes about Life
It is of no consequence of what parents a man is born, as long as he be a man of merit.
Margaret Bonnano: Quotes about Life
It is only possible to live happily ever after on a day to day basis.
Elizabeth Kubler-Ross: Quotes about Life
It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had.
just truly learnt.
@ 9:07 PM
I
by: 6cyclemind (6 cycle mind)
Ay wag naman
Alisin ang
Nag-iisang panaginip
Na ika’y magbabalik
Nagsasamang masaya
At walang pagkukulang
At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nag-iba
Wala bang bukas
Ay bahala na
Ang tanging naririnig
Wala ka bang ibang masabi
Huwag ka nang mag-alala
Inintindi ko
Ang lungkot na ginawa mo
At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nag-iba
Wala bang bukas
At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nag-iba
At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nag-iba
Wala bang bukas
Paulit-ulit mananatili
Pag gising ko'y wala pa rin
Hindi maamin
Ilang dalanging...
Wala na
Wala ka
Wala na
At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nag-iba
Wala bang bukas
just truly learnt.
@ 10:14 AM
Thursday, November 2, 2006
MOONSTAR88 - PanalanginPanalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko At hindi papayag Ang pusong ito Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin At wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga Sa tamis na tulad ng pag-ibig nating dalawa Sana naman makikinig ka Kapag aking sasabihing minamahal kita Panalangin Panalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko At hindi papayag Ang pusong ito Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin At wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga Sa tamis na tulad ng pag-ibig nating dalawa Sana naman makikinig ka Kapag aking sasabihing minamahal kita Panalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko At hindi papayag Ang pusong ito Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin Panalangin ko sa habang buhay Makapiling ka makasama ka Yan ang panalangin ko At hindi papayag Ang pusong ito Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin Panalangin, panalangin
just truly learnt.
@ 4:05 AM
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
At Last
At last, when all the summer shine
That warmed life's early hours is past,
Your loving fingers seek for mine
And hold them close—at last—at last!
Not oft the robin comes to build
Its nest upon the leafless bough
By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,—
But you, dear heart, you love me now.
Though there are shadows on my brow
And furrows on my cheek, in truth,—
The marks where Time's remorseless plough
Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,—
Though fled is every girlish grace
Might win or hold a lover's vow,
Despite my sad and faded face,
And darkened heart, you love me now!
I count no more my wasted tears;
They left no echo of their fall;
I mourn no more my lonesome years;
This blessed hour atones for all.
I fear not all that Time or Fate
May bring to burden heart or brow,—
Strong in the love that came so late,
Our souls shall keep it always now!
just truly learnt.
@ 3:02 AM